I made this song in Rog in Dalaran. I was inside, super safe, watching clips from Gaza on my phone feeling heartbroken by the cruelty and disgusted with my asigned role as a distanced witness. I then got a text from a “Text man” as my friend calls it. You know, a person who’s at a distance and serves more as a dopamine hit but who’s unlikely to actually ever touch you in a meaningful way. Anyway, he texted. I was still not over another person so I rather liked my Text Man distraction who I probably will meet someday but whatever. I put my phone aside and made this song. The organ is a “tramporgel” in the cabin. I am very happy I convinced my family we should keep it.
At the end of a relationship I was not the best comunicator. I fellt very cornered emotionally and was overthinking all the time to a point where it was difficult to speak. After the breakup I really wanted to reach out all the time, maybe I’d be able to talk now- knowing that was naive. I made a lot of music about it. this is an improvised demo where i’m glad it became a tune and not a real phone call